can i change?
And I loved it. Tasks like that take me to a place of inner peace. I have no idea why.
And while I'm in that place I wonder if I can't put myself there more often.
I'm generally sort of high strung. I worry a lot about things I can't do anything about. I create a lot of stress for myself.
Can I just DECIDE to be less like stressy Mary and more like peaceful Mary? I want to try. So I'm putting it down here as a goal for myself-- so that when I catch myself caught in those mental loops that do me no good I can consciously remind myself that I don't want to do that anymore.